Saturday, November 21, 2009

Odd

So I go to the post office, I need to get my mail, and I got a parcel.

I see this gal walk in, and I think she is put together kinda alright...but after three steps...I know who she is...out of all the post offices in all our country...does she have to walk into mine.

I flash a smile...a half turn... She saw me...calls my bluff.

She Feigns shock and surprise "Oh...hey you!"

I sink into self loathing and regret..and have to do something...like RESPOND

"Heya...so Whats up? I just been down south killing lots...I MEAN LOT'S of deer..well...I was present but not pulling triggers..and not showering...so uh I look like shit...south of Regina is cool...I NEED my mail...OH yeah I told you half a year ago...I am laid off...But I do know I told you that...Since end of april...KK..Well HEY Stu! (NICE Out)

"I mean Lloyd!"

Can we all Say DÒh!?!?!?

LOL really, I LOVE my life!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

When the fear sets in
Where the fire burns
Where I find a place
Where there's nowhere to turn
When the evening sings
An eerie song
Longing for the day
You say I'm wrong

You can find your place
But never fit in
And only when you've left
Do you know where you've been
I can see the light
But only when it's gone
You can go on waiting
But only for so long.

I know we are right
It's not always clear
Because I've never felt the fear
Can it stay so good
Forever in time?
I've always felt the rhythm
What happens when
There's no more rhyme?

Can we face ourselves
Like we face each other?
We've never felt anything
On our own
I can't wait much longer
To feel any danger
I hope we're not living for
A lifetime alone.

Hard to go on
It's like waiting for
The other shoe to drop
I'll never stop
Believing in you
It's just we never had to struggle
It all came too easy
I hope we felt what we felt from the start
We've never suffered a broken heart
We've been so blinded by all the best
We never put our love to the test.

I've always felt the rhythm
What happens when
There's no more rhyme?